I realized this morning I am two pounds away from the halfway mark of my goal weight. I know that the actual weight count doesn’t necessarily mean omg I’m so fit, because I am better right now than I was at 138 a couple years ago. But it’s nice to know all the same. So here I am, 18 pounds lighter, and finally going to go shopping this weekend so I don’t look like a slob anymore.

Usually I’d be thrilled, but the fact that I need to find new swimwear is making me kind of nervous. I have one similar to this currently, and it’s cute, but it got too big and I never really got great support in it, because sadly, the girls aren’t what they used to be :/ ON finally has some underwire styles but most are either one pieces (which I’ve never cared much for) or bikinis (which I don’t feel quite ready for), but there is one tankini I’m partial to. I’m concerned that the cup/band sizing will be nowhere near what I need, or that if I do manage to find something close, I will spill over because I have a weird shape. I’d prefer not to have to play the guessing game and ship back and forth ordering stuff like I did with my bras. By the time I find something the summer will be over. Fuck that shit.

At least I feel pretty good about trying on smaller jeans and dresses.

Tl;dr: I lost weight and I’m happy but stressing about swimwear, weeeeee.

serabiet replied to your post: phoenixfg replied to your post: Preview Angels…

Buhhh always willing to volunteer if you need several angels? Didn’t see the first post :|

You’re certainly welcome to if you want. I’m lazy and slow so there’s always a good chance you’ll beat me to it anyway =P

phoenixfg replied to your post: Preview Angels Wanted

I haven’t opened up my TS2 game in FOREVER! I’d do it but I don’t know how interesting they’d be! :/

I’d be happy to see anything from your game ^_^ I actually went into mine today when I got bored to decorate Sloane’s house, but then I derped & forgot to grab pics of the skins before I quit. I could probably just make time to do them myself anyway. I still wouldn’t say no to screens -of any kind- from your game tho! ;)

Kayleigh and I are still in the middle of heavy site editing and I was thinking about making Jesse and Sloane’s skintones single downloads so people won’t have to get the whole sims. Plus the skintones section is looking a little bare =P

Would anyone be willing to take some interesting previews for me? Separately, of course. I’d want them to be standalone. I’d love you forever… <3

Finally, after a week of doing next to nothing with a wonky stomach, I’ve finished week 10. I still feel weird sometimes but I’ve been pushing myself anyway, and today it was extra “fun” being so warm in the house. But hey, if you want it you’ve got to fight for it, right? Didn’t have quite the energy I had yesterday (today’s 431 calories from Kenpo X and 140 squats vs. yesterday’s 739 from Legs, back & abs plus 135 squats and walking for 30 minutes), but oh well I guess. At least I did something.

Unfortunately now I have to go back outside and fix the waterfall for the pond I messed up earlier. Somebody couldn’t stop at readjusting the top layer. Now I get to fix all four, yay! >.>

It’s gorgeous out today and although I could walk the dogs all over town (and I should), I kind of just want to sit on my butt out there with a good book and chill. Hell, it would be great if I could write while sitting under the canopy but the power hasn’t been hooked back up yet and my laptop hates life. I’m also ignoring the call of Skyrim.

It’s a yoga day. Groan. I don’t want to. Why does it have to be so long?? D:

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